2nd,3rd,4th NDE/OBE
May 14, 2024
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Heart and Soul C.P.R.
19 years ago, I had my first Near Death Out of Body experience, in which, I returned with the most amazing feeling of Being. I felt like a five year old child graced with the most innocent, child heart, seeing life with eyes that saw only perfect synchronicity with the spirit world.
I lived with a joyous heart just ‘Being’ as I was designed, and saw nothing as bad, wrong, erred, broken, or damaged. I also had the uncanny ability to take the most harshest of situations and shine it all up by revealing the spiritual meaning, which comically, earned me the name “Glossy.”
I was specifically returned to this dimension to ‘Be’ and freely enjoy being the embodiment of the beyond as a scribe, messenger, and conduit who understood the language of spirit. Well, stupid is, as stupid, does. I interfered.
My clients and friends began noting I was disconnected from the physical. So assuming being disconnected hindered my ability to run my business, I chose to have my friend, a reiki master, re-align me to this dimension to return to some aspect of adulthood. Well, she did and it was the worst thing I could have ever done. I, in essence, traded spirit for the human. With that, my blessed innocent, child heart, seeing life with eyes that saw only perfection, instantly, disappeared.
I spent the next 18 years, thinking my soul’s mission was to help fix and elevate the consciousness of human mentality. Which, it was to an extent, but I had lost ‘Being’ the perfect child heart, while working the mission.
I became increasingly overwhelmed dealing with the global public, especially those who would rather whine and complain, rather than do the work to better themselves. So I withdrew and went into solitude, guiding specific individuals privately. Then, when the covID project hit, I withdrew even more. My heart went dormant as I held an absolute disgust in how people chose to behave.
Well, nineteen years later, that fateful decision to trade in the child spirit for physicality, presented itself again, through a second, third, and fourth near death out of body experience.
While, I knew this path was recorded in my souls’ record to play out this way, I also knew, it doesn’t correct ‘my desire’ to ‘want’ it that way. I chose to spare myself and satisfy my ‘desire’ which, ultimately disregarded Spirit and my ‘Being’. So I knew, at some point, I would have to experience a return.
Throughout the past 19 years, I have written 11 books, designed countless consciousness videos and articles. But in 2024, I began sensing I had another ‘transformation’ coming. A change to my being was stirring on the horizon and I could just feel something was about to impact me.
Well, it did.
… Lightning charged my body repeatedly and my heart was stopped and restarted by Spirit, three times, within a three week timeframe, and lasted for six months.
In a divinely synchronized event, on the very same day as my first Near Death Out of Body experience, 19 years ago, May 14th, I was called to the heavens, again. Only this time Archangel Barachiel, the angel of lightning, came for me in an effort to remind me of the sacred ‘Being’ I had egotistically, set aside to appease desire.
Each time my spirit left the body on its soul vacation, I experienced the most intricately weaved, multi dimensional, physically agonizing, process toward restoring the person Creator sent me back as, the soul which I was designed to ‘Be’ … the child heart, seeing only the Spiritual presence in all things.
That reminder came repetitively from January to April 2024. I first experienced an extreme heightening of my extra-sensory abilities and endless information regarding the heavens, Earth, the future of human souls, and more.
Then, May hit, which, astrologically, was aligned with planetary influences that bestow upon us, either, God’s Hammer (challenge) Or God’s Finger (blessing) - or both. Of course, I was hoping to receive Creator’s finger instead of, the hammer. But, I kind knew better. I eventually, however, received both.
In my awe-inspiring, lengthy, process of Re-opening my soul’s record, I was sent on a “Soul vacation” through the ten planetary heavens to retain their wisdom, and ‘karma’ in a divine process of releasing the hindering self-desire that detoured me from the Being I was sent back here, to ‘Be’… a functioning vessel of the Spirit world, seeing everything as a perfect embodiment of Spirit.
Packing My Bags
I knew a change was near when I recognized I had a mysterious nail marking stigmata and mystical crosses on the palms of my hands. (Yes, there were witnesses). I knew the markings were not supportive of religious dogma, but there would be a related religious reference. When I acknowledged these ‘mystical union’ signs, like a rocket, I was instantly catapulted to the highest dimension of consciousness I had ever experienced.
The information (and confirmations) were coming in at lightning speed, constantly, day and night, and ever-increasing. I received vast knowledge, predictions, and visions relating to the state of humankind, souls, our operations, time, preparations for the times coming, and more.
After sustaining four months of extensive downloads, I found it challenging to even function. I was so drained receiving so much information and storing it, because I had no outlet to share it. So, I spoke out to Spirit, saying, this is just too much information. Well, as I always say, and know all to well, be very careful what you say to Spirit.
My Soul’s Vacation
Soon after, I experienced an asthma attack from hell, after being exposed to contaminated particulates at my work place during construction repairs. At this point, I knew God’s hammer was presented.
The following day, my dog jumped up and forcefully, hit me in the jaw with her head. The hit was so hard, I felt as if I had been punched in the jaw by a professional boxer. Simultaneously, I felt a part of “me” leave the body, and another aspect of me, my consciousness, drop in, from the high dimension I had been vibrating in. My body felt as if it had just plummeted into Earth, and without a parachute.
As I laid down to sleep, I recognized, whatever part of my being that had left had taken my physical senses of seeing, hearing, and speaking, along with it.
When I woke the next morning, I felt “different.” Nothing felt normal about me. Each day, thereafter, I became increasing ill and I had extreme difficulty functioning, physically. Friends became concerned, stating, I didn’t look like me, act like me, or even talk like me.
I began to sense death was near and it was confirmed by the way my animals were acting. My dogs backed off with a confused, worried look on their faces. My wildlife would not take food from me, anymore and even stopped visiting. I felt absolutely horrible, so, I spoke out to Spirit, asking for guidance.
Soon after, I was sitting on the couch resting one evening, during a violent lightning storm. I looked out the window and acknowledged a tall, iron rod, holding my bed feeders, near the window. I knew it would attract a lightning bolt and would break the window.
Well, out of the blue, I was compelled to go out in the rain and lightning storm to take it down. My brain knew better, because, historically, I tend to attract lightning, and have been electrically charged quite a few times, in life. However, when one is ‘spiritually compelled,’ concern doesn’t really exist.
As I went to pull the rod out its place, it became stuck, and would not budge. Soaking wet with lightning crashing all around me, I tugged and pulled, while yelling out to Archangel Barachiel, “Please don’t zap me, please don’t zap me.”
I could feel the electricity everywhere around me and slightly within me, as I continued tugging, before it finally loosened. Extremely jittery and electrically charged, I went back inside, sat on the couch, and endured the effects of shock, as my central nervous system crashed.
Apparently, that wasn’t enough to subdue my nervous system. The following day, I experienced a minor, but completely nerve wrecking car accident, which brought my nervous system down further.
At some point, after this, I was lying in bed one evening, peering out the window at the sky, and saw a star fall from the sky. I heard an inner echo referencing the religious writings of Revelations, and knew this was not going to be an enjoyable trip. I read the related text the next morning and just said to myself, “Well, I guess you better put your boots on.”
Then, On May 14th, (the very same day as my first Near death out of body experience, 19 years ago, as I laid down to sleep, I heard a horn of divine origin, being blown in my bedroom. As I opened my eyes to acknowledge it, I was instantaneously engulfed in the tremendous bright white light, once again.
I was led to know the difference between the two near death out of body events… in my first, Archangel Michael came and took me into the light. This time, the light came for me. Upon acknowledging that, I felt and watched my heart stop beating.
Then, I was standing in a heaven, on a platform. I knew it was the 6th dimension of heaven, which is located in/as the planet Saturn. Somehow, I was already familiar with the space and knew what it was for.
As I looked upon my platform, I saw a person lying face down. I immediately said to myself, “Pfft, figures they would put someone with me.” I said this because I truly cherish my privacy. I love being alone with Nature, animals, and Spirit, and am so, non social. I also knew this desire of mine was at times, hindering to me and Spirit.
Visually, this heaven was plain, with white structure, no decoration, just white, edged, and empty. The platform space was of a circular structure having multiple platforms extending over a shadowed empty pit area, within the center.
I looked across the pit area, and saw a man trying to get off his platform. He was wearing a suit, and holding a briefcase. He was positioned on the edge of the empty pit, trying to walk toward the platform door, but he just kept walking in place. I knew he was unable to move forward because his greatest love, and desire, was geared toward his job and money.
I pondered the implication of my position on the platform, and thought, “Well, crap. I’m gonna be stuck on this platform, forever. How am I going to get off it? … Because I was still unwilling to trade my privacy for social involvement.
Then, a female, spirit guide, opened the door to my platform and walked me out. She began to show me around the Heaven explaining this 6th dimension of heaven was the planet Saturn, and each planet in the galaxy of space, were each heavens. She ran down the list of planetary heavens and explained the power each planet vibrates in keeping the divine creation in balance. She explained the planets are actual ‘beings,’ and the conduits bestowing the physical, energetic experiences life and living beings encounter.
She then took me to ‘my room’ which had already been prepared for me. I was told I would be staying there for 5 days. I thought “Whew, that’s a long time, and implied I didn’t think I should stay that long.” Haha Well, she ignored me.
I then asked, with all the love and adoration of my heart if I could go see Popop (god) again, now. She responded with a Pfft, and said, “Oh no, that God is not here.” I became saddened, and she said, “Well, I will see what I can do.”
She then led me to a wardrobe closet, which held 5 dresses of different pastel color. The dresses were not physical dresses, but rather holographic. They held “powers and abilities” of light, which I would receive by wearing them. She explained I would wear a dress each day as I meet with the divine council of each heaven/planet;
Mercury, the White dress of Divine communion, Venus, the pink dress of Earth, the Purple dress, Mars, the Red dress and Jupiter, the Coral dress. Each meeting would download the wisdom and power of the heavenly planet.
As she continued showing me around the heaven, I noticed a man and woman walking around. The woman was horrible, being mean to him and harassing him to fluff her ego and cater to her every desire. And he obeyed her. The guide explained he didn’t have a choice as that heaven/Saturn tends to ‘desire.’ He had to endure this endless circle of upset because he had cheated on his wife, with her. I felt bad for him, but said, “Well, that sucks for him.”
The spirit guide continued informing me of many things as we walked down a hallway. I recalled the wisdoms she spoke of, saying, the heavens are not vertical, they are horizontal… Saturn teaches discipline with desire… and there are multiple aspects of us. We exist in other spaces and are multidimensional beings.
For those in body, we have four interconnected identities communicating at all times; the body self, the mind self, the spirit self, and the consciousness (soul/god) self. And we enter the pit when we listen to only the body (brain) self and disregard the other selves. This made sense to me as I recalled the part of me that left, and another drop in, when my dog punched me in the jaw.
The guide was leading me to a room where I was to meet with the divine council. I recall her directing me on what to do. She said,“When you enter, stay quiet, listen, and only speak when asked to respond.”
She opened the door, stepped aside, and I entered the meeting. My last awareness as she closed the council door, was my sitting in a chair in front of the council enjoying them, and they, enjoying me. Apparently, they had asked me question and my response made us all, laugh.
The next thing I knew, I was returned to my bedroom with a Spirit being applying one extremely hard, CPR pump, to my chest.
I immediately thought… “Really?! you’re not going to let me remember what was said in the meeting?! - A distant voice echoed in… “You will remember, as you wear the dresses.”
The next morning, realizing I wasn’t in Saturn anymore and had not had the 5 meetings over there. I guess the Spirit guide ended up “seeing what she could do” because I understood the meetings were going to take place, here, in Earth life, physical reality.
The meetings required me to participate, by wearing each dress (color of light), for the next 5 consecutive days, as the divine council infused my wisdom and extra-sensory abilities, which is what colors empower, from its first manifestation of the light spectrum.
The Layover; My Five Council Meetings and Five Dress Cocktail
The next day, I was led to express what my favorite thing about life was. I responded, by writing down… “Being in awe of seeing Popop (God) and Spirits miraculous presence in all things.” Then, I was compelled to choose a white dress from my closet, to wear that day, representing the power of the first Heaven/Mercury, which tends to communications. My entire day was blessed with situations where I could witness, and enjoy the miraculous presence of Popop and Spirit, and my sensory ability of understanding divine language expanded and enhanced.
That evening, another lightning storm hit, charging my central nervous system through a heating pad I was using.
The next day, I was asked another question, revealing the importance of sharing divine synchronicity with others. I wore a pink dress, infusing the power of the second heaven/Venus, pleasure, love, and harmony, and received enhanced sensory abilities supporting Unity.
At this point, I was severely dehydrated and having trouble breathing and walking. Intuitively, I knew my organs were shutting down and blood clots were an issue. I knew a heart attack or stroke was lying in wait, but I trusted the divine process, and continued on.
That evening, an ethereal drum beat echoed in my room and an explosive bolt of lightning hit, nearby. At the same time, I saw and felt my heart stop beating, again. The next thing I recalled was being given another Spirit delivered, CPR pump, to my chest.
The next morning as I pulled a purple dress from my closet, I grasped the depth of this repetitive process I was being led through, and thought, “Oh No! I still have three more dresses to go!”
The purple dress represented the power of the third heaven/Earth, which tends to multiplicity and reproduction. I was again, questioned, and provided my answer, which led to express gratitude for duality and divine intervention. The color purple expanded and enhanced my sensory ability of premonition.
Then came the red dress, representing the power of the fourth heaven/Mars. I was asked to acknowledge in my heart, “Why I ceased sharing the healing ability my first NDE had graced me with, and by doing so, I was to understand that I directly disregarded Creator.” I wrote my answer and continued to my closet. I only had one red dress in my closet, and it was too hot to wear that day, so I did not participate, here. My day lacked divine connection and I pondered, reinstating my healing abilities which had been entrusted to me.
On the fifth day, the coral dress, representing the power of the fifth heaven/Jupiter, was next. I received Spirits wisdom, to understand Spirit’s favorite thing they love about life, which is, Love and relationships. My extra-sensory abilities combined and enhanced leaving me with one sense of infinite wholeness.
That evening, I felt another tremendous hit to my chest, and my heart stopped, again. After a brief moment, I felt Spirit restart my heart again, by applying one extremely power packed, pound to my entire body. It was so hard my body jumped upward. Shocked, I laughed, and yelled out, “Holy crap!”
Then, the part of ‘me’ that exited when my dog nailed me, came barreling back into my body, from the left side. It hit so hard my entire body slid sideways, across the bed. I just smiled in complete awe, shaking my head, and went to sleep.
Back in the Atmosphere
I woke the next morning feeling, looking and functioning like ‘me’ again. I sensed my journey through the heavens and correction to my hindering ‘desire’ had been accomplished, and the animals, confirmed it as they began acting normal again, and my wildlife attentively, returned.
A few days later, I noticed another mysterious imprint appear on my index (Jupiter) finger. It was an imprint of the moon and sun. Then I heard an ear worm from the song, ’Drops of Jupiter’ echoing within… “Now she’s back from her soul vacation” and I knew I was free.
As I got into my car that day, to head to work, I was so weakened, but I could feel the power of re-awakening, vibrating within me. An extreme wave of gratitude swept over me. I became so overwhelmed with love for Popop and spirit freeing me from the repetitive death, rebirth, and transformation process, I just sat in my car and cried, expressing the deepest love and gratitude one could ever have. I felt their love being returned like a gentle wave, filling me with knowing… There is not a moment, ever, that the divine council is not present.
But the Awe and love, didn’t stop there.
That evening, when I arrived home, I was blessed with my favorite thing and what I love most about life… Seeing and feeling Popop and Spirit’ presence.
As I stepped out of my car, I was led to look down at an object that had been divinely placed upon on a rock. I smiled from ear to ear, in awe, and enjoyed the deepest, love wave through me.
There laid, an old torn and tattered tea bag with a message on its string, facing directly up for me to easily read.
Its heavenly message, read… “Life is a flow of love. Your participation is requested.”
The next day, I was graced with another gift, confirming closure… A Raven feather was laid on my path, symbolizing, a warrior’s accomplishment. The processing of all the information I received and experienced began.
Baggage Claim
Having selfishly desired to place restrictions on my divinely gifted energy of ‘Being’ when I returned from my first NDE/OBE, and cease the healing gift and joyful being, seeing everything as perfect and divine, and Creator’s presence in all things, I had unwittingly, called forth this five month long, ass kicking. But, hey, no one higher ever said, humans are smart.
It took this long, Soul vacation to remind me… All my ND/OOB experiences were entwined, and all connected with my first.
Nothing needs fixing. God made everything perfect, no matter what we think. Nothing is not mine, or ours, to fix l, and there is nothing out of balance the heavenly Councils don’t, and won’t, correct. I did not honor this in my first go around, 15 years ago. I tried to help people understand the divine and their language, but they could not understand or even receive it. So I shut myself off from the public and just lived peacefully communicating with the divine. Wonderful for me, yes, but that is not what I was sent back for.
The second ND/OOB made it clear that I was returned to bring heavens language to the people, regardless of perception, while mastering the abilities which would leave me unaffected by the third dimensional mentality. I was shown, filled with and graced with massive divine energies in all of my ND/OOB experiences, but dishonored it by succumbing to the ignorance of humankind. Well, this second re-awakening aligned me once again, with my first, truly embracing the fact, everything is the all-encompassing, the Breath of Spirit. Archangel Michael led me to title my works as such, 19 years ago, and now, this second, third and fourth, karmic, go around, led me back to where I began.
There was no easing back into the public involvement. It was immediate and full-on. Not surprising, after a week of dealign with the public, damned if I didn’t go right back to wanting to shut it all down, again! But, this time, I had the blessing of being able to recall my “Soul’s platform” and how Spirit needs me to ‘BE.’ That cleared the air and stabilized me, instead of being entrapped with temporary self-gratification.
I realized my journey through multiple deaths, led to only one rebirth, reflecting the Circle of Spirit.
My heart was restarted and I began participating again.
UNPACKING
The insights and wisdoms shown during this Journey through the planetary heavens revealed 10 pages of insights regarding the future as preparation for the transformative events impacting humanity throughout the next 20 years.
“What you love isn’t always good for your soul’s record, and Loving what your soul is, is the only record worth keeping.”